Saturday, May 31, 2008

Painful Memories



Praise to Allah A-Mighty ...Alhamdulillah...the pain eases. Though I have to take painkillers,I decided to skip those-maybe for a few days. I don't want to rely on the 'colourful candies'.

Yesterday on my way to BSB, saw an accident at Sg. Liang area, just a few meters away from the Industrial Park Area. To look at such terrifying sight - reminded me of my own accident.

Back in 2005, on my way to do an official task...was driving along the Lumut Bypass. Speed was about 100 km/h-then I slowed down as I saw an accident - resumed acceleration but a car in front of me decided to make a sudden stop - guess the driver didn't realise that my car was behind. I swerved to the right - just to avoid the car - nearly crashed onto the railings - swerved to left - nearly landed into the swamps - steered back to the right - then my car lost its stability - had the feeling that my car was going to overturn - I lost consciousness - woke up realised I was on the road - someone helped me - put 'something' above my left eye - I knew I was hurt- couldn't open my left eye.

People helped me - asked me to be at the roadside while waiting for help - a person decided to bring me to the nearest clinic - as the ambulance was a bit late - I was rushed to Sg.Liang Clinic and then to Lumut - then was sent to KB hospital.

While in the ambulance - felt so calm - couldn't feel any pain at all - but I was so sleepy - couldn't manage to stay awake - the paramedics continuously asked me to stay conscious by lightly tapping my face.

Arrived at ER - doctors & staff were ready - I was hurt all over - I put on the best smile on my face & told my mom I was okay - didn't want her to worry - saw my family , friends.

In Er - felt tremendous pain in my left foot - doctors & nurses were doing their best - I tried to stay awake but I passed out a few times - doctors told that they had to do several stitches - 3 on my right fingers, 4 on my right elbow, 3/4 on left forehead, 1 on right side of my nose - plus I was nearly showered with saline solution - the pain of the 'salt'.

I remembered that the nurses swabbed both my legs with saline at first but then they decided to just simply squirt the saline solution - the pain was too much - heard them murmuring - the outer skin of my upper legs were scraped off due to the tarmac - I was shivering in the ER - doctors said that I might be going in the shock state - quickly patched me up - sent me for X-Rays - numerous X-rays were done -head, chest, elbows, legs - all parts of my body - results were okay.

Admitted to ward - I was like a mummy - bandages here and there. Both my legs, every finger, elbows, part of my head were covered with bandages - my face was swollen - I even made a joke - I won a boxing match - just to relieve my family and friends' worries - my left eye couldn't be opened properly - was red in colour - doctor said there was an internal injury/bleeding in my left eye but no major damage.

One of the witnesses - my 4x4WD car overturned six times. The last one - was the worst. Police officers - I was thrown out about 10 meters from my car. My car was badly damaged - a wreck!!!

Doctors, police, eyewitnesses - thought I was a goner - They were pretty sure I wasn't able to survive the accident - so when I was in ER there were some mistakes (I guessed the paramedics, emergency staff were panicked!!!) - I wasn't given any neck support throughout my trip to KB hospital even in ER - I wasn't placed on a slide stretcher.. But anyway..I still survive that tragic accident. Months of physiotherapy - saw different specialists...nearly given up hope...but family n friends were there for me...they have helped me throughout the painful times. Thank you for all the support...without you...I would have given up...the will to live.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

In My Blues...Part 2

...really don't know what to write here as more 'agonizing' news came and really cause further frustrations. My depressing days continue...

I wanted to go to Rempayoh tomorrow but due to my 'condition', it is best that I just stay at home and rest. I don't want to create a major scene there.

Maybe if I am lucky enough, I might go to the 3rd Batallion - capture a few pics and then rush to Rempayoh. Again these are just tentative.

For now, I still rely on painkillers to ease the pain in my head. These aren't the normal panadols as panadols are like candies for my body. I've been given numerous painkillers ~ the one I am taking right now is working pretty well. I pray that the pain in my head will 'end'.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

In My Blues


Today ~ everything seems not okay for me. My head is still aching...My grandma is sick ~ now she is in the hospital. She is suffering from cancer. My kitten died...it was sick.Really a depressing day for me...

I wish I could go away for a while but the pain in my head is really bothering me. I have to rely on the painkillers to relieve the pain. The results for my blood test should be out next week. Another few days of agony!!!

Monday, May 26, 2008

More Surprises ..?

Well.., couldn't believe that this is happening.Friends at the office teamed up to extend another birthday celebration for me. Unfortunately I wasn't around. Too bad, I had to be in the hospital. Got my X-Ray done, results turned out to be okay. But my head is still aching like a time-bomb has been planted in it.

Anyway, tomorrow, another day at the hospital. Doctor asked me to have my blood test. I can't go through this anymore. Well, to rule out certain things ~ that's what she said. After that I then have to be referred to the Physician Clinic. Hopefully no more CT Scan for me.

For now, I will relax...have to. At 8.00pm, I have to fast. By the way, yesterday I had a bouquet of roses. Love it so much... again for my birthday. Will upload the pics on this. I had two blue roses, 6 white roses & 6 chocolates in my bouquet.Hehe. With a little creativity...things will turn out the way you want it to be.

Thanks to all the friends for making this year's birthday a memorable one for me.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION -SURPRISE (2)

Well...today(25)is actually the big day for me.A new dawn has arrived!!!Honestly,I don't really think too much about my birthday.Just after midnight,my mobile was swarmed with messages - the birthday wishes.

Then, I realised about my life.I may not be rich but I do have family who loves me, friends who care about me and importantly the blessings from Allah Al-Mighty.Though there are times when things do go wrong, but then I have my family to support me through those difficult times, friends who whisper words of encouragement and tons of 'sweet' messages - made me appreciate life more. Be thankful for everything. Alhamdulillah...I wouldn't be here without Allah's Blessings. Alhamdulillah...

Anyway...after the surprise party held at the office, I wanted to go home but my dear friend of mine dragged me to BSB.So, I tagged along...went to friend's shop and then off we went to RBC to have our stomachs fed. Since I wasn't in any mood to eat... I opted for 'Nasi Goreng' with Grilled Chicken...Yummy. Well he went for the buffet.Wah...


This is my food...looks yummy but then my taste buds didn't really work well yesterday.


My orange juice - 'sigh..'I couldn't finish this as well - drank just a quarter of it and gave it to him.Opps!!! hopefully I didn't spread any virus.Hehe.


Part of the food from the Buffet.


ABC - his favourite ~ that's what he claimed. *Tsk..tsk..* I think everything is his favourite ~ lols.


The Island of Food.

Well..I thought the surprise was already over. Just when I had finished my food...the RBC Staff sang a birthday song. At first I didn't bother about it but the sound came closer. WHAT!!! Another one??? Trying to give me a heart attack kah...Hehe The surprises were a bit too much...yeah...I enjoyed it though!!!


My Second - Tiny Weeny Cake...hehe LOVE IT! RBC STAFF ...two thumbs up for the surprise and the song. Thanks...


Haven't managed to taste my cake. Decided to bundle it up to be brought home.


Love this place - it has nice ambiance.


Wish I have a dinning place like this.


Hmm...D' Master Mind behind all the surprises...Thank you so much. I appreciated for what you have done.

To end the joyous day...went to Jerudong and enjoyed a 5-10 minutes 'near' sunset. Actually went there to buy stuff. Hehe. Had a really nice day yesterday...nearly made me cry.Thanks guys for everything and a special thanks to you...Prince.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Birthday Celebration - SURPRISE

Well...today was really surprising!!! Never thought that the my lovely friends actually held a surprise party for me.Wehh...a bit scary. I was busy doing my stuff and all of a sudden my boss, second boss were in the office. Then... the cake came with a birthday song. Hehe...!!!Actually didn't know what to say. Well, I wasn't in any mood celebrating my birthday because I was sick. BUT...I really enjoyed the party.


My half-eaten cake - Sasuke was in the cake. Just love the Sasuke Design - so left it like that.


Just look at those cherries. Aren't they so 'sweet...& tender?'

Will upload more pics soon...I am so tired right now. Still feel so sick.

Friday, May 23, 2008

A busy day

Today is pretty much a busy day for me. Yesterday, had my day off ~ unexpectedly. I was really sick. Woke up at around 3.00am, because the pain was just too much. I couldn't even sleep...In the end, I had to sit and sleep.

Now, I am trying to finish off my work. Have to get things done by today. Haven't manage to really do some major revamps of this blog. Still need some 'tweaking'. Will try to upload more pictures soon.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Just Doing Some Tweaking

Welcome...to my new site.
I still have a lot of things to do!I will just post a few pics here for you to enjoy. Pictures taken using my Sony Alpha 200.


Wish I have a real car like that!!!


Hello...Squirt!!!